Thursday, November 4, 2010

Goodbye, my friend!



Dear Grizzy:

I just learned that you have left this world and I am very sad. I know that I was often a nuisance to you, esp. when I bit your ear - but that was just because I so wanted to play! You taught me how to beg for food, esp. from Jon - who was a sucker for the puppy dog eyes, as the picture shows ... I was often jealous at how you were able to get attention just by being there, without having to bark and mouth off - I guess it's because you were so mild mannered that people easily loved you. You were my first "cousin," and although that crazy Jack Russell Bouncer plays more with me, I am lucky to have known you and had you as a friend. I'm glad I got to see you this weekend and just wish I knew that it would be the last time (at least I have the picture of us at the lake as a memory!) I can't imagine Thanksgiving or Christmas without you; and I don't want to ... I miss you, Grizzy. I will see you again someday in the sky, because it's true what they say - all dogs go to heaven!

"The dog has got more fun out of man than mas has got out of the dog, for man is the more laughable of the two animals."
- James Thurber


We had some good laughs together at our humans!

Rest in Peace, 11/3/10.


Love, Shiloh

A Tribute to Grizzy!





"I guess you don't really own a dog, you rent them,

and you have to be thankful that you had a long lease."

- Joe Garagiola





Grizzy was as true and loyal companion as any dog could be; he and Jon were perfectly matched. To see Grizzy light up when Jonathan came into a room or called his name was a precious gift. I've known many dogs, but none more tolerant and gentle in spirit than the Griz.

I, too, had the pleasure of seeing him this weekend - and just looking at him, you knew something was wrong - but he didn't let on how deeply he was suffering, and to have seen him do his best to have that final walk with Jon was a testament to their friendship. May he rest in peace and suffer no more.

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Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glint on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.

When you wake in the morning hush,
I am the swift, uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight.
I am the soft starlight at night.

Do not stand at my grave and weep.
I am not there, I do not sleep.
Do not stand at my grave and cry.
I am not there, I did not die.

Mary Frye

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Grizzy ~2002-2010, cancer

It was so bad that there was no point to sewing him up.  Had we looked a month ago it most likely would have been the same case.  It was soft and did not show up on the X-rays.  Thinking back over his problems they likely began back in August and then he had a slight bout with problems over labor day.  The cancer was at the junction of the large and small intestines so it would have impossible to cut it out.    

Now he is buried in one of favorite resting spots. He was such a good dog he even dug part of his own grave.

Stoic to the end.  The medication would help his intestines while he was on it but after it ran out he would again go downhill. When he stopped walking any distances on his evening walks he would walk to the car wanting to go for a ride, we took several in place of his regular route.  He wanted nothing more than to continue our routine, always eager to get up and go - just once he got going he could no longer keep going.  He didn't want to be left behind on Sunday so we got about 1/2 mile walk in, a 1/10 of a mile per stretch.  The poor guy had to be awful uncomfortable at this point but still got up after resting a few minutes of rest.    

He enjoyed his last long road tip with me not aware it would be his last.  Too bad the car died and he lost his easy window views with the the rental.  After the trip most of all he was very happy to get home to his yard.  We had one more night with him sleeping under my bed, still able drag himself out from under the bed rails in the morning - just a little weak in the rear legs on the hardwood stairs.

The poor dog managed to survive a month or more with intestinal distress from the disease yet without any indication of pain.  He wasn't eating well, he had some uncomfortable diarrhea but outside of that he was ready to go.   Such a good dog was Grizzy that all he wanted was his daily walks around town and a bit of attention.  He had a will to live just to be the very good dog he always was. 

He will be remembered as an exceptionally good dog.